Almost Structured
86+ essays published. Two or more each week. Writing that crosses into systems, work, parenting, and life — wherever the thread leads.
On access and pricing
The writing that helps you survive — Still Processing and Work, Lately — is free. I have an ethical constraint against gating work that helps people whose income-generating potential is already compressed. If you're resourced and find value here, a paid subscription supports the time this writing takes. If you're not, just read. That's enough.
Memoir in Essays is paid. That work is different in kind — an invitation into my interior, not a public service. It has its own value and its own price.
Memoir in Essays
Rewriting my life through the lens of late-diagnosed autism. The deep, interior work. The hard-won knowing that took years to earn.
Still Processing
Notes on being human. Where things get named before they're fully resolved. The thinking out loud.
Work, Lately
The professional thinking in applied form. Systems, finance, consulting, the work of building something sustainable and real as an autistic professional.
Mapping the Territory of Coherence
Rigorous first-person theorizing from within an autistic nervous system. Neither clinical literature nor personal essay. Informed by both, belonging to neither.
The Map Is Not the Territory
Why the public image of autism fails almost everyone it's meant to describe.
The Gandalf Interval
On disappearance, discontinuity, and return.
The Novel
Bewitched Moon:
Emergence
Bewitched Moon: Emergence
Samantha Luna is twenty, witchy, and wired differently. She navigates the world through sensory data, tarot spreads, and an intuition so sharp it sometimes destabilizes her. When intensity feels like truth and resonance feels like fate, how do you know the difference between chemistry and coherence?
After extricating herself from a relationship that slowly eroded her sense of reality, Sam finds herself caught between two very different forms of desire. But this is not a love triangle. It is a study in what happens when someone learns to trust her body's signals, pace intimacy instead of rushing it, and build a life that does not require self-abandonment.
What if the most radical act is not choosing the right person, but learning how to stay coherent while feeling everything?
Buy the BookMeaning Arrived First
Reading Bewitched Moon after diagnosis, and the recursive evidence of a perceptual style hiding in plain sight.